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iWanna Be the Very Best by xrockxxandxxrollerx iWanna Be the Very Best :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 1 1 A Beatles Colourisation by xrockxxandxxrollerx A Beatles Colourisation :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 6 12 Droogs by xrockxxandxxrollerx Droogs :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 3 0 Just another DeviantID by xrockxxandxxrollerx Just another DeviantID :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 1 2 Special Needs Dalek by xrockxxandxxrollerx Special Needs Dalek :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 69 19 Eppy- Deal With It by xrockxxandxxrollerx Eppy- Deal With It :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 2 3 Even the Doctor trolls by xrockxxandxxrollerx Even the Doctor trolls :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 403 46 Geezus: He's always watching.. by xrockxxandxxrollerx Geezus: He's always watching.. :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 4 1 Haters Gonna Hate - Jericho by xrockxxandxxrollerx Haters Gonna Hate - Jericho :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 13 10 Doctor Who: Serious Business by xrockxxandxxrollerx Doctor Who: Serious Business :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 20 27 ME, LOL by xrockxxandxxrollerx ME, LOL :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 4 5 When I say HEY, you say HO... by xrockxxandxxrollerx When I say HEY, you say HO... :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 20 18 MAH DESKTOP SCREENIE 2 by xrockxxandxxrollerx MAH DESKTOP SCREENIE 2 :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 5 6 NAZI GERMANY RAEPS POLAND by xrockxxandxxrollerx NAZI GERMANY RAEPS POLAND :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 8 19 MAH DESKTOP SCREENIE by xrockxxandxxrollerx MAH DESKTOP SCREENIE :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 8 3 Led Zeppelin Warhol-design by xrockxxandxxrollerx Led Zeppelin Warhol-design :iconxrockxxandxxrollerx:xrockxxandxxrollerx 8 0


Gonna have some fun tonight by Chuuri Gonna have some fun tonight :iconchuuri:Chuuri 265 39 Benedryl Cummerbund by medli20 Benedryl Cummerbund :iconmedli20:medli20 412 148 TOS Spirk: Vulcan Friendship by iscalox
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Use Your Logic by Blatterbury Use Your Logic :iconblatterbury:Blatterbury 603 104 TOSART: Kirk and Spock 3 by moiramurphy TOSART: Kirk and Spock 3 :iconmoiramurphy:moiramurphy 211 31 TOSART: Spirk by moiramurphy TOSART: Spirk :iconmoiramurphy:moiramurphy 776 123 you probably won't get this by cake-monster you probably won't get this :iconcake-monster:cake-monster 89 12 DeanCas by Adangi DeanCas :iconadangi:Adangi 783 66 Destiel by Adangi
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one wish by Adangi one wish :iconadangi:Adangi 1,020 78 break by Adangi break :iconadangi:Adangi 598 24 Friend by Adangi Friend :iconadangi:Adangi 274 18 melding by Adangi melding :iconadangi:Adangi 167 10 lovers by Adangi
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Castiel Constantine by NaSyu Castiel Constantine :iconnasyu:NaSyu 2,324 172 Lost and Found by NaSyu Lost and Found :iconnasyu:NaSyu 3,860 407




  • Listening to: S.P.O.C.K
  • Reading: Lots and lots of fanfiction... as always
  • Watching: ST: TNG
  • Playing: Star Trek Online
So...yeah... hello there. I haven't made an entry for like two years. I'm sitting here going through old shit and decided 'well, why not?' But now the only problem is that I don't know what to say.
Why are you even reading this. WHY ARE PEOPLE STILL WATCHING ME. Or, the biggest question is, why are people still favouriting shit I posted years ago?? I mean, c'mon guys. That shit makes me cringe even looking at it. I just don't have the heart to delete any of it because this is the only place I have such memories of all the abominations I created during the early, angsty teen years of my life. So whatever.

What else to ramble about?
Well, my obsessions have shifted a lot throughout all the years I've had this damn account. Star Trek is my current thing. Well, it's been a growing thing for over half a year now... But lately it's become a full-scale obsession. I completed all of TOS and related films up until TNG awhile ago, and have just been rewatching them. I've recently started TNG and it's okay but it makes me sad because MY Enterprise crew is done. And the new Abrams films just make me feel like a crabby, bitter old person when I watch them because "these damn kids playing these same roles - THEY HAVE NO RIGHT" etcetera... (Except for Benedict Cumberbatch. He can be Khan all he wants to be... even if Abrams left vital plot elements out of the alternate universe. But that's a whole separate rant.) But hey, I'm filling up space.

(I like to look back on all these old entries from time to time. It's fun to see the new levels of pathetic my life has advanced to over the years.)

But of course it's not just Star Trek. My life is filled with fandoms. That fact has always remained, even if the fandoms change. Doctor Who, Sherlock, Merlin, Supernatural, Torchwood, Tolkien, The Avengers, and so on. Who needs a social life when I have all this? I even (finally) got a laptop a few weeks ago. So now I don't even have to leave my bed. All I do is sit here and play on the computer. Not that THAT particular aspect of my life has ever been different. It's just nice to not even have to get up at all. Except for food and the bathroom, of course. (Oh, and work.)

One constant I've always had on this website is my silent favouriting. One can see that from my folder. IT'S ALL OTP PORN. Jesus fucking christ... I just realised that. I use dA for the art and AO3 for the fanfics. As a child, I had such dreams for my teenage years... Little did I know they would be completely spent in front of a computer obsessing over fictional characters, crying over OTPs, and reading gay porn of them. AND NOW I'M 19 AND I HAVE LESS THAN A YEAR TIL MY TEENAGE YEARS ARE OVER AND I HAVE LITERALLY SPENT ALL THIS TIME DOING THIS. Fucking hell. That's almost half my life, too. THESE ARE THE GOOD OLD DAYS I'LL REMEMBER WHEN I'M OLD AND IN A ROCKER AND DOING THE EXACT SAME THING. I don't know whether to laugh or cry.
But yeah... Destiel, Merthur, Johnlock, Spirk... My favourites folder is full of it. And older ships. Like Janto. And the Doctor and Rose. AND MCLENNON. Oh goodness. My life.

And tumblr. Tumblr has been near the centre of this insanity for... I've lost track of how many years now. 3? 4? I don't know. It doesn't sound like much, but during this stage of life, it is. Not that it matters. Since this will probably remain my life for the rest of it. I mean, what else would I do?
Wow. A deviantART journal entry of mine gets deep. Try comparing this to an earlier one.
Actually, it's not that deep.
But still. The comparison is funny.
Fuck, I would've hated myself if I encountered my 14-year-old self on the internet. KUDOS TO YOU FOLKS WHO HAVE BEEN WATCHING ME ON HERE ALL THIS TIME. Even though I'm pretty much completely inactive now.

I don't know.

Well... I guess that concludes this journal entry.
UNTIL NEXT TIME... however many more years that will be.


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Greetings! What doth bring thou to my humble page?
I'm probably one of the most uninteresting people you will ever stumble upon. Honestly, no talents whatsoever, besides the inhuman ability to retain knowledge for only that which is lacking in usefulness in everyday life. I have an unhealthy obsession with Doctor Who. I live off of watching it - classic AND new. I love all Who, including the spin-offs. So, in fair warning, any negative comments towards it won't end very well for you. (Basically meaning you'll have a few paragraphs' worth of a rant to read... in which you can promptly respond with a "tl;dr cool story bro." Of course.)
Anyway, that aside, I love music as well, my favourite band being the Beatles. Just about every genre leading up to hair metal of the late '80s (I tolerate absolutely nothing after, of course), and dating back through to swing of the '40s - excluding classical music from that time frame, because, of course, every person with a scrap of intelligence and taste for culture enjoys classical compositions. Music (the history of, not actual playing of - remember, I have no talents) is something else I know a bit about. Especially the Beatles. And I care very fondly for them too. Any negative remarks will be handled in the same manner as detailed in the last paragraph. (And, as a heads-up, I slash John and Paul. Get over it.)
Anything else you need to know about me can be summed up as follows: I've been an atheist all my life, vegetarian of 7 years, very liberal in politics (despite my name, ironically), I was born an Aquarius, I am a Ravenclaw, Whovian and Beatlemaniac (naturally), and a nerdfighter.
That ought to cover the basics.
So yes, to anyone who's actually read this far down, I thank you for your time... And, of course, DFTBA. :)



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disco-mouse Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013
Thank you for the :+fav:s :heart:
Rebertha Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Attention browsers: Do not believe her when she says her old stuff is not worth looking at! Click the folder and enjoy!!
xrockxxandxxrollerx Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012
Aw, thank you. :thanks:
But it really isn't. That stuff is terrible compared to some of the other similar stuff I've seen here on dA. And it's especially bad compared to what I can do now. But I hardly even come on here anymore, as it is. :shrug: I feel like people shouldn't even bother looking at anything I've posted, because of that.
time-and-a-crayon Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Oops, I mean the fave!
xrockxxandxxrollerx Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012
Brilliant fics... Just watched you as well. :D
time-and-a-crayon Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much! <3 Hope you continue to enjoy our stuff!
time-and-a-crayon Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for watching us -x-
Langue-Skulptur Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
You have joined the Dalek Empire! You will comply with all Dalek rules and orders. The Daleks shall become the supreme beings of the universe. You have joined the supreme cause. Order 774: Welcome! :D
companioncubelovesme Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the :+fav:! :la: :glomp:
sharingan1115 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: :D
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